((that is so horrible and I can’t begin to imagine what that must be like for you
you’ll probably get it a lot so I’m not gonna say “you deserve better” cuz that’s about the least comforting thing ever, but just know that I’m always here if you wanna talk (just message me whenever, seriously)
here’s a website to watch live animal cams http://explore.org/live-cams/player/northern-lights-cam
and here’s my favorite brownie recipe http://www.inspiredtaste.net/24412/cocoa-brownies-recipe/
please message me if there’s anything I can do, even if it’s just talking funny headcanons with you to keep your mind off things
