2p Gutters pt 5

((Part 5 of our collab with @askthe2pdanedork

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Christian: Lokki… I-I meant everything I wrote

Lokki: I know.

Christian: I’m…sorry– I shouldn’t have said anything–

Lokki: No, no, it’s not– I just can’t do it again…

Christian: Do what?

Lokki: Mourn you. When all this started, the only way I could function, is if I convinced myself you were dead. Whenever I wondered where you were or if you were okay, I would just…stop. I couldn’t do that. I needed to take care of everyone else. So… I said goodbye. And I moved on. To me, you’re dead and buried and tonight can’t change that.

Christian: Lokki–

Lokki: Don’t–

Christian: Just– I’m sorry for everything

Lokki: …me too…

Christian: Just… Don’t tell Ice I’m dying?

Lokki: You’re already dead.

Christian: Just let him enjoy tonight– Sea too…